Thnx LamBaby for spending the nite wif me yesterday....

we went to changi beach lepak2...den after dat slow drive back home....i juz dunt noe y i cant say wat i wanted to say to him.....i've been wanting to talk bout sumting but it juz wont cum out....argh!!! geram!!!!

its been months since we lost contact as he forget to save my num n i dunt have his new num....he seldom online coz he always slp like a pig on his off day....hehehehe.....he's indeed a good fren....its been years since we noe each other....i ever once nearly fall in luv with him but i stop myself coz i dunt want to spoilt the frenship dat we hav....n futhurmore im afraid of having any commitment at dat moment....so yes...we r fren...a close fren indeed...ya we call names like "dear", "baby", "syg" and such but its juz due to our closeness as a fren....

yesterday...during the slow drive back home.....we stop at tampines road to find stars...hahahahaha i noe its stupid.....but deres ware u can find open sky wif no high building~! while we were talking outside the car...he received a call...ada ker patut dia kata dia nak antar barang kat amk....do i look like a package to him....???? so wen he put down the fone i ask....den he said he's juz joking to make me smile as since we reach dat place im kindda quiet...i was like wadda heck!!! im kiping quiet coz the place mcm eerie....den im angry coz he said like dat...nak joke pon agak2 ah baby....skali aku sidekick!! heheehehehhe......

but i had fun wif him maybe coz i miss him lot ah....but my pipi bengkak seh asik kene cubit!!! walauwei...domestic violent tau tu....hahahahaha....takpe baby...next tym u plak kene!

~semakin aku cuba menjauhkan perasaan ku padamu....semakin kau dekat dgn hatiku ini...~